Miss-Morbidly

An absence of the mind and soul, is the absence of the heart... for you I'd give my world and you shall tear me apart With the the void of my thoughts, an empty cavity of me without love or even hate, there is nothing I take pride in depression, knowing you don't care even if you can't love me, I'll always be there... To whisper my name is like screaming water It can't be done... And so, I drown in shame Can you care for she who's not there? The one who can't exist And so I'll leave with this, my dying wish, my pleading cry... Whisper my name....

How could you do this to me? Betray me so? Break my heart? Leave me broken? How could you love her? What have I done? Why wasn't I good enough? Why was she better? Why do you torment me so? Make me believe you care Make me think this is real Make me want more What don't I have? Why can't it be me? Don't you love me? Can't you see? Why can she be there? Why can you toss me aside? What makes her special? What makes me crawl and hide? Why can you lead me on? I'm not strong Why can you make me believe? Where did I go wrong? Was it something I said? Something I didn't do? Why did you do  this? Why did you let me fall in

Does the raven still sit upon your chamber door? Does your heart still mourn for dear, sweet, lost Lenore? Do you hear the voices from the all? And do you hope that they should quoth, nevermore? Do you wonder if Annabel Lee still lies in her sepulchre? In her sepulchre by the sea? Young lovers you were Young lovers you were never to be, And so, in your dreams you worry You had been happy but in a dream And as night wind passes, There was so much more you could’ve seen. There in fairy land, Above the wood, does the moon still shine? The great halls and hamlets of old, Whatever did those visions hold? Would the fairies join

Oh dear love, Gouge out my eyes, Please... Why not? Why not rip me limb from limb? Isn’t that what you want? Don’t you wish to see me suffer? Don’t you wish to spill my blood? Don’t you want to hear my screams, Hear me cry out in mercy? Don’t you wish to know that you’ve taken it all? Don’t you love knowing I have nothing? Treat me like I’m the road beneath your feet, Oh love please do Treat me like dirt the way you always have, And let’s see who keeps their sanity this time Let’s see who tears themselves to shreds Let’s see who remains spiteful and cold Forget righ